24.5.07 &
Are we meant to be together?
My migraine is back again.
And this time, it hurts so much.
I wish I could just bang my head on the
wall to stop the pain Im having.
And when the pain finally subsides,
my mind became blank.
What have I done for the past one year?
Ive been working like crazy just to save..
Just to save for school.
But, each passing day became mundane
and Im starting to get sick of this life Im having right now..
Ive to admit, the pay is good.
But, Im getting nowhere staying in this line..
Well, afterall, its just a stepping stone for me to reach
my dream.
Life's hard.
I thought everything was going smoothly
but, now, it seems like everything and everyone is unreachable..
Everyone is going ahead of me,
and yet, Im here waiting for the right time to come..
I know, Im here to stay, and struggle till my last battle..
Im exhausted. of things around me.
Im tired mentally and emotionally.
Dear, I do hope that Ive made u smile
for the past two years..
Lets be strong for each other
and never make each other sad no more..
I hope u like what I did for you on your 21st birthday..
We have hurt each other way too much,
As much as Im tired, I know deep down ure tired too..
Let's stop hurting each other cuz its not
worth jeopordizing our relationship
that we have hold on till now...
No more sad tears flowing from our eyes.
When I hugged you that night on your birthday,
I could feel that you dont want to let me go either..
Lets just stop all those wrongdoings and we shall
embarked on a new journey.
together.
I love you.
[p.s: The outing with ur family e other night was
rather welcoming to me...They are seriously really nice..]
( Presenting my new & glamorous Aldo Shades!!
Please. Do ignore the person wearing it..She can be
pretty "shameless" sometimes..Hehe! Im just a girl,afterall! )
( Ah, The feeling is just sooo good to be back
to my original office...My 2nd home! )
( Just doing the darnest thing with my
fellow colleague, Fadz during training...Those were
the good old days! )
